IMPORTANT NEWS BULLETIN

hello.

apparently the guy that i mentioned in my last post was nothing but a fluke. he doesnt like me, he just considers us to be friends, even though some of his texts made me believe otherwise. and i am not naive about such things. i dont know. tonight, i basically told him everything and he pretty much rejected it all. i feel betrayed and befuddled at the same time. who thought that to be possible? i certainly didnt. he apologized for leading me on, but i dont want an apology, i just want somebody to be there at a slightly deeper level than a friend or even a best friend. people keep saying that my time will come and that i just need to be patient, but i just feel like its not going to happen. i just dont know where to go from here.

and this week is just not a good week for gentlemen, because one of my best friends stevi and her boyfriend JD ended their relationship. correction: JD broke up with stevi because he is an asshole or to quote another friend, slum-ass. ha ha that word cracks me up. but anyway, this is a letter to all guys: be careful how you treat girls because karma is a bitch, believe me. and this is also a plea for all single gentlemen out there: take heed, there are several girls out there looking for you to be a great boyfriend to them. you just have to get off your lazy asses and do something about it. it is high past the time for you to stand up, and let all girls know that not all boys are assholes. sorry to get all preachy, but this is a matter that needed to be stated quickly and loudly. so boys: listen up.