FEARLESS & LOVE

fearless.

the very word that i strive to be.

bold, brave, and without fear.

but i just realized that if i lived without fear, i wouldnt need GOD or people to be in my life.

i may live with fear, but i should never be afraid, because GOD is always there to hold me in his arms.

i miss the comfort i felt there.

i am still there, but i have loosened the grip of his arms on my life.

he will never let go, but i can stray away.

because i am weak.

so much weaker than he is, weak enough to walk away from he who loves me the most.

not only weak, but dumb, too.

but the thing is, he will always welcome me back no matter how dumb i can be.

i dont understand how some can live without ever knowing such a wonderful GOD.

what feels the void in their heart?

the vast, unknowing hole, that is always there.

i guess some try and feel the void with things of this world.

stupid, meaningless things, i know that ive done it, but never knowing the joy that i feel, its sad.

i cannot fully comprehend...

but that is why we are told to "go yee therefore..."

and i have tried, not hard enough, but that is a goal that i have.

to stop thinking only of my stupid self, and think of others in need of some love in their life.

everybody needs some love in their life, and if i can introduce it to somebody, then i feel that is a great accomplishment!!!

love to everybody <3